Isn't it funny how when we are in middle school and high school all we want to do is grow up. Now that Im grown up, sometimes it would be nice to be a kid again. Have your biggest worry be what to wear the next day, or what place you may take at your track meet. I have never been good at making decisions. I always look for a sign. Sometimes it's there. Other times you don't get a sign and you use your best judgement and pray you made the right decision. Before talking about todays appts we had for Zoies seizures ill explain something. Zoie has epilepsy . She has epilepsy because her brain is built differently than ours. She has a smaller brain than we do. Sometimes her seizures are under control. Sometimes she has one a month . Other times she has them off and on for 24 hours straight. That's when my sweet friends know I need a coffee because Im stuck in my jammies and cant leave the house. It could always be worse, and luckily, Zoies are almost always under control.